Monday, January 7, 2013

Note to you.

I wrote this August 9th

Sweet baby #2
Welcome to the womb little one. I am more grateful for you than I could ever express to you. You are my little happy bean, my anchor to sanity and hope. Your brother is these things too, but he is getting so independent that he could deal with mama having a sad time for a little bit. You need me calm centered and positive.
A couple days before I found out you were growing inside of me your great Godmommy got very sick. She was my friend aunt and god mom. I was so sad and scared to lose her. When I found out that you were joining our family, I couldn't help but think that God was sending you to our family for happiness and hope. I knew you were going to be an amazing human.
When I went to Portland to visit Aunt Chris she was so happy that you were filling my heart with joy. I think it gave her peace that I would be okay without her. She knew that your Queenie was going to need the joy that you would bring this whole family.
I hold you in my belly and her in my heart and I know that I will be okay and that you are an unbelievable gift. Your brother kisses you in the belly everyday, over and over. Your Daddy is already so smitten by you, and the whole family is so excited to meet you.
Your soul is so bright and kind already. Welcome to the womb my little bean. We love you so much already.
Love,
Mama

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